What it feels like falling in love? Being in love?
The truth is I dont know if the past feelings I had was even love to begin with?
I know for sure, my heart was crying out loud for attention. yet, I have no idea how to grab hold of it.
The heart was crying out loud to hear the words, yet didnt know who to turn to.
What is love anyway?
Superficial love?
Will anyone be able to love someone who at times is uncertain about herself?
Who cant express herself well, thru words thru actions?
All these questions were in the mind.
This entry is more to self doubt - doubt that i have the ability to express love and receive one.
Since I am searching for the true meaning of love, i stumpled upon this passage (in malay), which really touches the heart:"Ya Allah, Jika aku jatuh cinta
cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya padaMu
Agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk menyintaimu"
"Ya Muhaimin, Jika aku jatuh hati.
izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya terpaut padaMu
Agar tidak terjatuh aku ke dalam jurang cinta nafsu"
Amin! Love to Him =)
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