a (good) friend indeed

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Few days ago, i met a long time good friend at the plaza, for my-so-called-dinner.
we were quite amazed that our friendship is coming to its 10th year (...next yr). how time flies.
so there he was talking about his first few "dates" with me a few years back.

Got to know him from my attachment stint. Back then, I dont recall talking much to him. Nevertheless, we started contacting each other only after the stint ended. I dont know how he get hold of my hp no. back then. but yah!
i bet im qiute hostile towards him even after the attachment ended. our "dates" back then was a horrible experience for him. He mentioned about my "pouty" moments and how I could just walk away from him. ouh dear!! part nie, memang la guilty. i always react that way when the anxiety gets the better of me.
nevertheless, even with the bad experiences he went through, i dont recall him ever stopped messaging nor asking me out. it amazes me how patient he was towards me. he didnt even tried to change me (by repremanding me), he merely continued being the good person he is. and i slowly open up to him. :) MasyaAllah!
And im glad that we are still good close friends despite the fact that he will be getting hitched soon. Here's to our platonic friendship brader!

That nite, i thought it over. there are many good friends of mine who were patient enuf to allow me to slowly take my time to overcome my weakness. who are not affected by my weird personality. they continued to care. Its a blessing to have them in my life. To know that many cared for me genuinely. =)