Limitations

بِسْمِ الِّة

All of us have limitations, dont we. Limits to how much we can perform or control over matters. we are humans afterall.

I have been feeling tired lately due to work.
and the thought that my exams are around the corner yet work takes too much of my energy to study at night.
There were days when I felt that I didnt have sufficient sleep/ rest.

The tiredness took a toll on me on last Friday.
I was more cranky, more sensitive. I even felt hurt wen Tok Mat answered my question in his "do-not-bother-me" tone and his bochup gestures (yes, at times he is like that. spot the similarities between me and him :P). anws, i was so hurted that I literally cried wen he tried to "pacify" me. His pacify is by asking AniQ to disturb me "kacau auntie AniQ tu yg tgh merajuk". free flow of tears laaa. there I was, streams of crsytal clear tears flowed for about 5mins, in front of AniQ and my 2 younger sisters.

ok, anyways, whats my objective of writing this entry.
Well, what im trying to simply say is that, though part of my course at SIM did taught me about socioemotion and the self-control, I am ordinary human. simply ordinary with no special skills nor great knowledge, i do have my break-down days. do not expect me, in fact anyone, to be 100% of what we have learnt...everyday.  please consider that most people have bad days. What we've learnt takes more den just cultivating it in our own daily lives. 

Do not expect much from others. We are humans with limitations. And we wont have gotten this "far" w/o His guidance nor help.

Surah Al-Kahf (18:43)
"he had no one besides God to help him, nor could he himself achieve any success"